Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Back again

I’m not sure why, but I’m posting today. I am now, officially a teacher! I really like it, but there’s still that nagging voice in the back of my head that wishes I could be a full-time writer. I’m usually the happiest when I have just finished writing something. Maybe that’s why I’m posting. I’ve said it before, but I love being tormented by a story and having to get the story out before I can have peace from it. I really, really, really like teaching, but I LOVE writing. Writing never feels like a job. When I’m writing, I don’t look at the clock and count down the minutes until I have to do something else (not that I do that with teaching). When I’m writing, I look at the clock and wish for more time. I easily lose track of time when I’m engrossed in writing, especially when I don’t have something else scheduled.

Anyway, it’s random poem time again. Here’s a short one:

In Sight
I wonder if he knows that I see him
I see it all
I see the way that shirt brings out his eyes and makes his hair look darker
I see the way he smiles…at her
I don’t close my eyes to spare myself
I face it, head on
I look at him and I accept all that I see
His heart will never be open to someone like me.

3 comments:

bow said...

What are you teaching? You can still pursue writing! It's never to late to give up, especially when you're young.

Lustyville said...

I teach middle school math. I haven't given up on writing yet. I'm not sure I could. I just wish there was a way for me to have more time to write and I wish writing was my job. It's my fault for not majoring in English or submitting to a bunch of different publications. I am going to start submitting though.

bow said...

Yeah, a lot of writers didn't have to earn their Bachelor or even go to college to get a book out. You have a book out now though! That at least says something about your writing skills :)